Love & Study

Dunno what to do...Yestrday i already clean the freezer...today?maybe clean the floor..he..he..become a maid during holiday...but ok lah than nothing to do...

And then,i asked my mum about something.I asked her how she will act if i had a bf?ha..ha..she really cannot except that...she said i must finish my study before had a bf...i just wanna to test her.....anyway who wants me....i'm just an ordinary girl with nothing special....

But i always believe tat there is someone waiting for me...but i dunno when it will happen...maybe 10 years more?Who knows....?

To mum,don't worry i will finish my study first,become a good doctor,build my own clinic and after that maybe i has a bf....MAYBE....

Rainy and rainy day.....I'm Getting colder....

Hmm...everyday rain was fall here...soo cold...if there is no work to do i already on my bed...ha..ha...under blanket..wrapped myself into coocoon....he..he...but there is always a disturb....my mum lah...she said tat the girl like me should at kitchen help her...but its ok maa.....holiday..i can sleep entire day...ha..ha..

One thing tat i hate during this day is take a shower..the water is freezing ice....Brrr....but i must take a shower or there is a lamb or goat in our house...he..he...

Overall,it is cold day....and sleepy day....

The Adventure Journey....

Semalam,aku dan family pergi Segamat coz de majlis perkahwinan sepupu aku....Sebelum ni,aku x pernah pergi rumah dia hinggalah semalam..Adventure sungguh perjalanan kat situ....Jumpa lembu,kambing,kerbau...merentasi sungai,kaki gunung Ledang....Emm..jalannya pulak mcm ular kena palu lah...Memang membuat perut bergelora...Termuntah-muntah aku....Hai...nasib...lepas keluar masuk ladang barulah jumpa rumah pengantin...nasib baik sampai...Tapi keadaannya sangatlah sejuk dan damai....at least,aku dapat pengalaman baru....he..he...

Last Day at School....

Today is a last day at school.Really sad...Hmm....dunno what to say..I will miss the school and boring at home...Luckily we have Chemist Class...Thank God....or i will be died in bored....
But tomorrow i cannot attend da class...must go to Segamat...meet my relatives...hmm...fist time go there...
Emm..today i got my Nilam Award at school....Finally....got it...n a novel...really like it...
K..i got to go....
bb....

First Day In SPM.....

Today,is the first day for SPM....BM 1 and 2 and HIstory paper.Emm,the question on essay quit easy....(ehem...so confident)I only in Form 4 lah...but i think all form 5 students can do it....u go guys and girls.....

Then,i saw them so serious sitting for examination...next year is my turn...i dunno what i feel like now...happy?a little bit....nervous?nope....scary a lil bit....

So,SPM 2010 here i go..wait for me!!!!!!!!!

My Marks 4 Final Exam....(ADD MATH N PHYSICS)

I got 41 for ADD MATH and 66 for Physics.......Very frustrated with myself.....I thought that i can get A2 for Physics......Hmm....i must try harder for next year....

TOTAL ECLISPE OF MY HEART LYRICS

TOTAL ECLISPE OF MY HEART

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in you eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart

Our plan work out......

Thanks to Thari....becoz of her...i can be fren again to my old fren
Thank 10000x a lot....
This is becoz ur damn good plan....ha..ha....
To him,we still fren rite?
Gud luck in ur SPM......

Senyumanmu....

Senyumanmu…..

Senyumanmu bagaikan azimat
Aku tertanya-tanya
Adakah senyumanmu itu keramat?

Senyumanmu amat memikat
Aku terpana dan terleka,
Adakah senyumanmu itu
Senyuman Monalisa?

Senyumanmu tersurat dan tersirat.
Adakah aku dapat menerka
Apa yang kau fikirkan?

Senyumanmu seakan terkandung makrifat
Aku kehairanan lantas ku renung
Betulkah kau tahu?
Atau sekadar berpura-pura?

Senyumanmu bagaikan sabel
Tajam menusuk jiwa
Kurasakan seakan sindiran
Tetapi rasa itu kusirnakan
Lantaran kau sahabat seperjuangan.

Walau apapun cara senyuman kau ukirkan
Senyumanmu tetap terpahat dalam ingatan
Tidak hilang ditelan zaman
Kerna senyumanmu terkandung
Seribu erti yang tidak ternilai.

Karya Terbaru

NYANYIAN ALAM

Di keheningan ini
Aku memindai lantas menjadi saksi
Kehebatan sang sungai
Ketabahan menempuh dugaa
Kesetiaan menemani alam
Keindahan yang menghiasi lukisan
Alam menghijau terbentang

Hati yang resah gelisah
Tiba-tiba damai terasa
Dibuai kicauan sang unggas
Dibuai tarian gemalai sang ikan
Bagaikan wirama indah
Yang menghiburkan sukma

Puputan sang bayu
Yang seringkali bersiru
Seakan membawa salam dan sendu
Aku terpana terus kaku
Kerna ku seakan terdengar nyanyian
Alam yang mendayu-dayu.


Nukilan,
Aten8393

Boring................

I'm bored today...Dunno what to do....already read History text book....still boring.....feel like an old man doing nothing......
I'm very bored....Please Mr Z start ur class immediately before i died in bored.....:{

Bad Day......

My bro,Haziq got tummyache,diarrhoea and vommiting today...pity him....Luckily he get well faster.....
and then my last bro got it too....
so,it is miserable day......:(

Mess Around....with Thari....

Today is the most craziest day in my life.....
When i told Thari about him......
I jokingly asked Thari to propose him 4 me.....
I never thought that Thari was really serious.....
So,i wrote a letter and Thari put under his table....
Wa...ha...ha...how insane we were....
First time doing that.....
But we happy maa....
It is not important if he got that letter or not.....
What is really important that....
We both know....
Deeply in our heart....
That we are best friend......
Thanx to Thari coz support me.....
I will help u with KD.....
Muahh.....ha..ha...ha....

Got Text Book.....Today....

Today i got new text book for form 5....Feel like an old student....hua...hua....hua...
Nervous too....next year i will sit 4 SPM...:/
i pick the books that already wrap with plastic....
he..he...lazy to wrap the books
To all form 4 students WELCOME TO FORM 5 NEXT YEAR....

Sick AGAIN!

Helo.....I'm sick today....Got flu,headache,and bla...bla.
Maybe becoz I play with the rain that day....
ha...ha...my mum and my dad teasing me coz i play with rain......act as strong man......:D
But its ok.....

MY MR RIGHT.....(PUTERA IMPIAN)

Ok,today i wanna to talk about my mr right...Some of the criteria:

1.Islam (dont care if different races but must Islam )
2.Educated (same level or higher than me)
3.Profesional in work.
4.Has sense of humor
5.Not smoking

Terkenang......dia....

Aku x tau le tetiba apsal aku teringat dia ni.....Dia ada tersebut nama aku ke?tersedak-sedak aku kat sini....

So,aku teringat dia ni coz nak cuti kan...mesti dia balik dari MRSM....tapi kalo dia balik pun bukan ingat kat aku....senyap jer....

Pada budak sekor ni...tolong le hantar berita kat aku....sama ada sihat ke...sakit ke...hidup ke...mati ke....ni tak senyap jer....

k...bb....

P/S:siapa makan cili dia terasa pedas....:)

Plays With The Rain.....Anyway....It is Rainy Days

Today is rainy days.....So,when i remembered my memories when i was child....Plays with rain and mud with friend.....

So,i change my clothes...wear tudung..and run here n there in front of my house...like a mad teen.....ha...ha...ha....

i jump on the big puddle under mango trees..splash..splash.....jump here n there.....it is long time ago i play with the rain....

Im enjoy it....i play n play until my neighbour child start to run n play the rain with me...he...he....I think their mum mad at me...but ignore them lah...it is my business rite?

So,i suggest who has problem or any stres please plays with tthe rain...u will happy....ha...ha...ha....(to mad girl like me)

ok....enough for this day...bb...arios...sayonara....

ADD MATH

Today,i got my add math result 4 paper 1.It sucks.....only 39 out of 80...I dunno what i can do now.....I keep asking myself why i cannot get best marks....?Very frustrated with myself...

Ok...i can try...and try ..and try again until i success.....Who has the tips please tell me....

TERFIKIR SESUATU.....

Kadang-kadang aku rasa aku ni bodoh sangat.Kalau aku ni dibandingkan dengan Thari aku rasa diri ni kerdil sangat.......Sapa lah aku ni.......Dia makin lama makin ke atas aku terpaksa "mendongak" untuk memandangnya.....Aku terfikir aku ni mcm seekor semut yang sangatlah kecil kalau berada di sisinya.......Macama mana aku nak berasa selesa jadi kwn baik dia?There is a big gap between us......

B. Ping pun makin pandai.....Aku cuma terfikir mereka pasti akan lupakan aku bila dia lagi berjaya dari aku.......Bila tahu result exam dia orang...aku rasa aku ni jauhh sangat dari dia orang.....

Ya,aku sayang sangat dia orang.....Tapi aku terfikir...dia orang tak malu dengan orang lain ke bila kawan dengan aku?

Aku cuma terfikir......

KNOCK KNOCK LYRICS

I like this song coz i always try to find the fren mention by this song.....but always fail to find someone like that.......i dunno thari is suits to myself to be my best fren......i just ......i'm not sure......just enjoy the lyrics.....

A second, a minute, an hour, a day goes by
I'm hopin' just to be by your side
I'm turnin' the handle, it won't open
Don't make me wait 'cause right now I need your smile
Knock, knock

When life had locked me out I turned to you
So open the door
'Cause you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you

Little louder, little louder
Little louder knockin'
Little louder, little louder

A warm bath, a good laugh, an old song that you know by heart
I've tried it but they all leave me cold
So now I'm here waitin' to see you
My remedy for all that's been hurtin' me
Knock, knock

When life had locked me out I turned to you
So open the door
'Cause you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you

You seem to know the way
To turn my frown upside down
You always know what to say
To make me feel like everything's okay

Little louder, little louder
Little louder knockin'
Little louder, little louder
Little louder knockin'

Little louder, little louder
Little louder knockin'
Little louder, little louder

When life had locked me out I turned to you
And you open the door
And you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you

When life had knocked me down I turned to you
And you open the door
And you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you
Nothin' works like you

When life had locked me out I turned to you
And you open the door
And you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you

Jamuan Akhir Tahun Badan Pengawas SMKDA

Hari ni aku pergi JAMUAN AKHIR TAHUN BADAN PENGAWAS SMKDA.Bertempat di PERKAMPUNGAN IKAN BAKAR TERAPUNG UMBAI.Makan seafood le.....Boleh tahan sedap juga.

KP utk tahun depan MUZAMIR.Aku jadi k.kump 1,Thari k.kump 2....Bleh ke Muzamir handle badan pengawas?we wait n see......

Bagus juga jamuan diadakan kat sini..Aku x pernah pergi kat sini walaupun aku org MELAKA.Tempat nya pun ok...cuma bau tu busuk sikit...lepas hujan baru bau tu hilang.....

Overall...its happy day......

TO ALL FORM FIVE STUDENTS......

I wanna to say all da' best for all form five students.......I always pray 4 u all to succes in ur exam...

When i saw u all really damn serious when study...i feel nervous 4 myself...becoz its my turn next year sit 4 SPM.....

Lastly,gud luck an hope u all will excel with flying colours.....

Pemilihan Tokoh Nilam Peringkat Negeri....

Hari ni,hari rabu,11 November 2009 aku telah terpilih untuk mewakili SMKDA dalam Pemilihan Tokoh Nilam Negeri....Aku rasa inilah pertandingan yang paling x stress yang aku masuk...relax je...sebab aku memang minat benda ni...lagipun juri2 semuanya sporting...

Aku x mengharap sangat kemenangan,cuma yang penting pengalaman tu......amat berharga.Overall,i enjoyed myself during walk in session an story telling.:)Aku dapat kawan baru juga.Namanya,Gan dr SIS (aku ingat nama keluarga dia je lah),Muhammad,Shakilah,dan Farhana SMKSM.

Thari,bagi tau markah Fizik P1 dan P3 aku 71..Ada peluang nak A1 ke?kertas dua dah lah teruk.Dan esok aku nak gi rombongan Jamuan Akhir Tahun Pengawas.Aku pelik camna aku boleh dapat pergi sebab yuran pengawas aku bayar separuh je? (nasib baik kot...)

Esok ada ujian sv....nak jawab apa ye?Pada semua calon2 tokoh Nilam negeri...semoga berjaya k?

bb.....

Its is rainy outside and INSIDE....

Today,I late come back from school....So,I waited at astaka n talked to K-rain n Wahidah...about school things..(yeah exam..and bla..bla...)

Suddenly,rain started to fall.From tiny drops to heavy....its 2.30 when the rain pour heavily.....I remember when i was child i always plays with fren when its is rainy day..n after that plays mud....ha...ha..its fun u know...especially with him....

2.40 pm..rain continued to pour...i went to garage to check my bag...an i saw him...walking to bus station...why he always came when i remembered him?ah..i hate him...when he do that....

But it makes me sad becoz there r different world between me and him.....so,rainy days explain my feelings that day....

A Happy Day!

Today I got my result fo 3 papers....Chemistry,Biology and Mathematics....First,I want to talk about my Chemist result....I got the highest marks in my class.....with Thari n Jason..91 A1.:)

Second,Bio paper.I got the highest marks in class 80 A1.(fuhh,thanx to Allah still get A1).I feel pity to Thari coz she only got 78 marks...n she crying too...i feel so sad when saw her like that..:(If only we all together can get A1..Its better when you success with ur best fren rite?

And lastly I got 77 A2 in Maths...Its ok lah ...From 67 to 77..ok what?but i must try harder to get better result....

Psst...!I wanna to tell u about something happened at school...The Indian uncle had scolding me n Thari coz went to Teachers toilet....He yelled from far...but we did'nt notice it...ha...ha....even entire class know about it..n we don't know...I wonderlah...r me or Thari that r deaf....?We become the bad girls...wa..ha...ha

To b.Ping..congrate to u coz got excellent marks in MM,PM,n SV.U go girl.....!

K...bb....its all 4 today.....luv u all....

B.Ping,ME,and Thari

Today i want to talk about my best frens....B.Ping and Thari.It's weird because we r almost different.From religion,races,skin colour,and..bla...bla..bla..but we become a very close fren since FORM 1 and until today although B.Ping is far from me and Thari,T..T.But u always in our heart B.Ping..(transfer to GBS).Well,I'm Muslim,B.Ping is Buddhist,and THari is Hinduisme...

When I met with them,i think some kind of bond or chemistry...connected me and them.we laugh together,share our problems together,and even cry together.I think if there is 1 Malaysia AWard,we will become the winner...In fact i close to them than Malay student.My dad said jokingly that i had some well blood from Indian people.....

MY mum said our friendship is special cases...It is weird?I just being comfortable with them....Malay students always teasing us....well maybe becoz they r jealous..becoz we always being a top student at school...The great trio.....

I just hope our friendship will last forever and cannot disturb by times,places,and others.....Ok....i wanna to stop...k......bb.

WAITING 4 DA' RESULT.....

Finally,final exam come to the end....And da' last day...add maths paper....the most damn hard paper..make u feel drowsiness.tummyache,and almost fainted when u answer the question....I think i fail again...warghhhhh...don't want to talk about that.Same goes with physics...second most damn hard paper.....i really dunno what i'm been answering....but at least it comes to end...hurray!!!!

OK,i get chemistry workshop during holiday...so cannot enjoy da' holiday...but its ok coz chemistry is my most favourite subject......thanx to mr z coz plan this activity 4 da class.