Friday, October 22, 2010

sudah berhabuk!

Wah..sudah lama x update blog..dah berhabuk2..ntah2 da bersawang kot?

ngee~

Nak citer pasal result..hurm...9A..n 1D..agak cacat yer di situ..

add math la nie..

n..pastuh pasal peralihan kuasa pengawas..aku benci sgt2..hahaha

mintak le hanco pengawas taon dpan..wahahahaha...

adek ku dapat g MP ri nie..waa...merayap r tuh..tu pown selepas beberapa syarat dikenakan..nanti turn aku plak lepas nie..oyeah!

pastu..ag sebulan ag nak SPM..ni nak tulis blog pun..parents dah memanggil2..tin!!SPM...study!.

sebelom parents ku mengamuk baek ku lari dulu..

ku kena pergi dulu..daa...

lots of love..

fatinajwa!=)

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

44/50..BI ESSAY -TRIAL.

An unforgettable person

Until this day,I cannot forget about her.Although she had left me away ten years ago,I can feel her in my little heart.I still can sense the scent of jasmine flowers that she always put on her hair,and till now,her incessantmerry laughter is playing in my mind.She is my grandmother,the unforgettable person that had taught me to become a ‘real’ human.I called her ‘Opah’ since I was a little child and she was a mother and a father to me as my parents had died due to air-crashed.

‘Opah’ was a septuagenarian ladies with strands of white hair and she was confined to a wheelchair since I was twenty due to stroke.But it never stop her will to survive.Her sparkling hazel eyes and her incessant laughter make her as lively as a cricket.Her spirits lit up my life.The wrinkles on her face seems cannot affect her.In contra,she was proud with herself that can maintain her health at twilight years.

She was the person tahat is always beside me in my victorious and triumphant moments,she shared the joy and my happiness together.She lend her shoulder to me to cry on when there is problems in my life.After that,she will give her precious advice to me and wiped tears from my lashes.Every time I fall,she will be behind me to hold me back.Evry steps that I take,there will be her inside me.She was my guardian angle.

I cannot forget her superb culinary skills.When there were lunch or dinner times,I would kick my heels,enjoyed her culinary delights.The tasty aroma from small kitchen in the house will waft in the air and lingering in my tate buds made me ran from the compound or backyard just to enjoy the foods.as I grew up,I learnt cooking variety of foods from her until I become a world-class professional chef.

On the other she was good in telling stories to others especially children.During my childhood,I always sat on her lap and her listened to her stories.Sometimes,she will tell story about ‘Si tanggang’,’Sang Kancil’,’Pak Kaduk’ and others.Although she will tell the same story,I never feel bored to listen to her.What made the story become more interesting was when she sing a song or tried to mimic the character’s voices in her story.she told the story until I slept soundlessly on her lap.

Before she is confined to wheelchair,she was a garderner.Everyday,in the early in the morning,she went to the backyard and started to pull weeds and grass.After that,she planted plants,usually vegetables and beans.She got the green fingers as all her plants will grow healthy and we can enjoy the fruits and vegetables from it.Moreover,she was so ommersed in orchid plants.So,as you can see,there is a hundred of orchid species at the compound.Till now,I take care of them as they are my family.

Although my grandmother never steps her feet to any university,she believed only education can change someone life.so,she sent me to the school and gave me the best education to me as she could.everyday,she will walk under the merciless shining ray of the Sun to bring the food for me at school.she never shows her tears until I passed with flying colours in SPM.During that moment,I knew that I had repay her pain and sacrifices when she struggled to give me the best education.

My grandmother had taught me how to be a good Samaritans.i still remember when she was cooking in kitchen,she will cook for more than two people and I asked about it,she said, it will be given to the poor.I still practised to do that tradition in my restaurant.I try as hard as I could to follow her advice as she was a role-model in my life.’Don’t forget our roots and look down when you are on the top so that you will be a moderate and humble person’,she always said that to me when I was a child.

When she passed away,I felt ver upset in my life.But I recovered to continue her spirits to lit the others life.same with the things that she had done before.Without her,I know I cannot be here now.Today,I am successful person,yet I still not forget the place where I belong.her laughter and her advices are still in my heart.her spirits that reflected through her hazel eyes was my inspiration to live.’Opah’ was the unforgettable person in my life.