Alangkah~

Salaymualaykum n hye readers..

Saya tak tahu kenapa..hari ni..saya rasa sayu sangat..sayu sesayu sayunya...hmmmm

Padahal esok kan raya..kenapa saya sedih?..patut saya gembira...

Sampai saya tak rasa apa2 untuk raya ni...

Saya terpikir..dapat ke saya jumpa Ramadan lagi pada tahun hadapan..?..kalau tak?..

Alangkah..ruginya saya..

>mode sedih<

Lots Of Love

fatinajwa:3

Salaymualaykum n hye readers..salam Eid Fitri..moga lebaran kali ini membawa seribu rahmat kepada seluruh umat Islam di dunia..Amin..

BUT...

For me..the happiness is faded..i dunno why..n wonder y!..wish i could be a child again..who are always excited to celebrate hari raya...now..:(..

Maybe I sad becoz the Ramadan is passed...is it normal..?..definitely..i will be missed Ramadan..the month with full of blessing..:')..

Lots Of Love
fatinajwa:3

Saya memang kememeh~

Salaymualaykum n hye readers..

Saya seorang perempuan yg bukan girly type..maksudnya..bukan keperempuanan sgt..saya amat tegas..keras..stonecold?..maybe..



Tapi..saya amat mudah menangis..yer..saya si cengeng...si kememeh..dan..tak kiralah..bila saya sedih..kecewa..sakit hati..even marah..saya akan menangis..ye..betul..orang ckp..menangis ni keje sia2..p sy suka nangis...tabiat...

Pada dia..sy minta maaf..sangat2..bukan tak percaya..kerana sayang..saya bertanya..maafkan saya...maafkan saya...maafkan saya...

Lots Of Love
fatinajwa=(

Awak sudi tak jd....

Salaymualaykum n hye readers!

Cuma nak share some story...

Tahun lepas,saya telah berkenalan dengan seseorang..tp sebagai sahabat..sebab saya tahu dia sudah ada yang punya..perkenalan di laman "mukabuku"..(terasa nak nyanyi lagu najwalatif pulak time ni..hihi)

Saya ingat lagi..time nie..saya tengah kecewa sangat...n then saya tulis status di mukabuku.."sape nak jd teddy bear saya?"..tanpa disangka-sangka...dia pun menghulurkan salam perkenalan..dan sudi jadi kawan saya!..




Sepanjang saya berkenalan denagn dia..makin lama..makin saya..(opps,bukan jatuh cinta ye)..kagum dengan dia..sebab jarang betul orang yang sebaya saya berminat nak mendalami ilmu al-Quran..(maybe sebab saya bukan berasal dr sekolah agama kot,sebab tu sy rasa mcm pelik?)..

Dan saya pernah minta dia bacakan surah..ye la walaupun hanya ayat Qursi..tapi saya rasa tenang sangat..sebab masa tu saya betul2 kusut,dalam masalah,dan resah..Nasib baik dia ada...

Kami jadi kawan baik..tapi dia pulak..yang kecewa..kerana seorang perempuan..Allah kan selalu menguji hamba-hambaNya...

Entah kenapa..sepanjang berkenalan dengan dia..saya berubah..jauh di sudut hati saya..saya ingin jadi muslimah terbaik..(tapi saya sedar...saya bukanlah sesempurna wanita solehah itu)...saya mahukan dia jadi pembimbing saya..imam saya...tapi..dia..sudi ke?..

Tanpa disedari..kami mula menyayangi antara satu sama lain..cinta itu fitrah manusia kan...betapa bersyukurnya saya...tapi..dia sempat berpesan..jgn terlalu mengharap..ye..saya faham....saya pun tak mampu berjanji yang indah2..yang saya mampu cakap..insyaAllah.selagi saya masih hidup..saya tetap menyayangi awak..dan menunggu awak...

Lots Of Love
fatinajwa:3

This song is dedicated to you...

PERFECT TWO..(ME N U)

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Chorus
Don't know if I could ever be Without you
'Cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause you're the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

Verse 2
You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as were together

Chorus
Don't know if I could ever be
Without you 'cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

Verse 3
You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya
I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for u)
U take the both of us (of us)
And were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two(yeah, yeah)


Lots Of Love
fatinajwa=)

Hanya Allah Yang Tahu...

Salaymualaykum n hye readers!

ENTRY PENDEK KHAS UNTUK SI DIA

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Awak..hanya Allah yang tahu...perasaan saya terhadap awak...moga kepercayaan saya tidak dipersiakan..



(ni hanya ada dalam angan2 je..tapi tak mustahil jadi realiti kan?..<---feel terlebih2 pulak dah..=)



Lots Of Love
fatinajwa:3

Let's move one to the next chapter in ur life~

Salaymualaykum n hye readers!

I'm soo happy now n i hope it will last forever!..
Pagi2 tadi aku buka mata..sedut udara,n realize i'm freed from my past time!
Di sini aku ingin menyatakan..i have nothing to do with that man..ok,fine..awak boleh pilih dengan mudah antara 3 orang wanita tu..live happily!..pray for u~~



Aku rasa lega sesangat,n rasa bebas sebebas bebasnya..hey...my love story is about to begin..actually..i've been waiting for a true love..i've been pray for it every single day..n i'm not sure whether it is true or not...but someone said..is it love if it made u wanna be a better person..in this case..a better muslimah...Dia buat saya rasa dihormati sebagai seorang wanita Muslimah...

We begin a first step..n another step...but say no to couple~~!noktah..cukuplah masing2 mengetahui yang kami menyayangi antara satu sama lain..Doakan saya dapat menyempurnakan kewajipan saya sebagai seorang muslimah....doakan saya akan bertudung labuh suatu hari nanti bukan kerana sesiapa..tapi kerana saya..kerana Allah SWT..

P/S: <3

Lots Of Love
fatinajwa:3

Roomates~~

Salaymualaykum n hye readers!



Jiha a.k.a Fatin,Farah,Wana,n ME!



Lama gila tak menaip~~so rasa amat kekok di sini ye..cerita pun tak tahulah,mesti merapu meraban..cuma corat coret pasal kawan2 sebilik di KMM~sebenarmya nie lah kali pertama kot,aku dapat roomates~~sebelum ni mana pernah dok asrama..haish.

So,nothing to say they all make my life full of colours~~Wana,Jiha(xleh panggil nama sama dlm blog ku~~lalalala),n Farah..thanks for being a good roomates! n withstand with me!..heee

P/S:entry pendek~~

Lots Of Love
fatinajwa:3

Saya akan kekal sebagai saya.

Salaymualaykum n hye readers!

Hey,quiet a long time,i didnt update this blog!..sorry,quiet buzy with matriks life..
Macam-macam dah berlaku smpai aku pun dah macam tak betul minggu nie..

First,UPS!..really totured mentally n physically..naik lembik otak aku pasal ups nie..giler ah!..benda nie membuatkan aku terpikir baik aku kawen ah dr masuk matriks nie..(time ni fikiran kureng waras sket..huhu)

Then pasal kisah aku dgn dia dan dia..(pening ek?)..segalanya sudah terbongkar..aku tak salah dlm hal ni!..tak!..ke memang aku yg salah?..really i didnt meant it..kpd kamu dan kamu..sy minta maaf...

Ramadhan dtg lagi..hope kali ni aku dapat menjalani dgn baik..Amin..
Doakan aku untuk UPS ni..hope dpt result yg cemerlang...Amin..

Lots Of Love
fatinajwa=)